busy week

sigh. what a busy week..

have 4 calls in 7 days, including 2 weekend calls

people outside how to understand this type of life..

even though some said urology call should not be busy

but still.. having such a busy week

packed with works...

on call

u know what is the most depressing call?
that is now.. doing nothing but waiting for a patient to die
he is an advanced cancer patient, who been showed sign of deterioration
i predicted that he will die soon, and anytime from now..
in fact, i have waited his death since 4pm, but he is still hanging on
whole family is here, of course they all crying and surrounding
we have already decided not for active resuscitation, just waited for him to stop breathing
sound cruel... but what to do, this is life...
chinese people believe that better for somebody to pass away at home rather than in hospital
but for malay, maybe this is different...

raining day

come to work in a raining day
heavily rain, cats and dogs
barely see the road and traffic
arrived in time, but been trapped in car
due to heavy rain

also not bringing my laptop along
because it has already broken down
and i have no time to send for repair..

life... is just too busy....

what to write some more

what to write some more

nowadays life is so boring.. working and working

hmm really need to find a way out, life should be more than this...

has already been ignoring all friends, even not much study been done

tired after work.. and the only persisted thing is just working out..

hopefully all these can end soon..

minor OT

today early in minor OT
nothing to do yet, waiting for patient to check in
and all the other stuffs are having breakfast
i found that this computer can online
and can blogging, thus leaving something here..
recently are just too busy to write a proper blog
hopefully soon my laptop will get repaired
then at least i can write something more proper

!@#$%^&*

these 2 days is kinda bad...
first: my laptop spoilt, don't know why, just cannot operate
second: today is forced to be on call by an idiot lecturer

so i put my title as: !@#$%^&*