busy week in ICU

sigh, what a busy week..
in-charge in ICU alone with a specialist, basically i am the house officer
as well as the medical officer
sometimes need to part time as attendant or assistant nurse so on..

2 goods things: first lots to things to learn; second there will be a nice breakfast

bad things are: after breakfast there is no time to eat, no time to pee, no time to shit
sometimes i just felt like i forgot to breath... wah-lau...

and next month all the on-calls are in saturday.. shit ler
bully me, dunno how to spell DEATH aar...

张小娴部落格

愛情永遠沒法衡量誰賺了誰又虧了，兩個人為什麼要恨恨地數傷口，然後說：「我有六十二個傷口，但你只得五十七個！」，相愛的那個過程，你也是享受過的吧？
有一天，緣盡了，不要去計算誰欠了誰。都是自願的，憑什麼說：「如果不是你，我會比現在幸福，會比現在過得好！」這些苦澀而沒意義的話？如果不是我，你也有可能是一片空白。

语录自张小娴部落格 17／6／09

transformers

transformers is coming for revenge
yeah: revenge of fallen..
no word yet.. just to show some collections
and newer update is coming soon

boring life

can u imaging what kind of life is this, u are hired to watch tv all day long..
sound nice? yeah, except for the tv persistently show the same picture
you look around, everybody is buzy.. except for you are the one so free
but you can do nothing. just staring at the monitor..

hmmm.. that is a life of a junior anaesthetist trainee..
looking at the surgeons operating, feel like wanna touch the patient
but all i can have is just itchy hand...
now cannot wait to go back to surgical again, to polish out my skill
and get the taste of blood.. hehe

boring anaesthetist

yeah look at me
how boring i am
playing snap shoot in OT

coffee

i am working this saturday and sunday
and have lots of coffee during working time..

recently some papers about coffee are being published
saying that coffee has lots of anti-oxidant
hmmm..
what is anti-oxidant?
it simply means some sort of substances that can delay aging

DELAY AGING..
yeah sound interesting...
so do drink more coffee....
osteoporosis, who cares..
do more exercise and take some calcium pills to compensate lah

(a friend said this is ajaran sesat, follow or not is depends on what u believe)

管

聽話的男人不用管，不聽話的男人，要管也管不到。 對你好的男人不用管，對你不好的男人，不會讓你管。愛你的男人不用管，不愛你的，你管不來。
人又為什麼要管另一個人呢？ 當你把鎖鏈繫在那個人腳上，你不是也要抓緊那條鎖鏈的另一端，牢牢地盯著對方嗎？人在束縛別人的同時，也是在束縛自己。

今天读张小娴的部落格，看到了这一段很有意思的文字。
每一个人都是自由的个体，如果非要管制另一个人，被管的人痛苦，想管人的也会因管不来而同样痛苦。

that what i copy from a friend's blog.. is a nice paragraph :)

hazy day

recently days are so bad
hazy and hot.. and today even can get some burning smell..

advices

1. avoid outdoor (so no more jungle tracking, ok)
2. drink more water (unless u are ESRF)
3. wear a mask whenever going out (get N95 mask) hehehe.. to prevent swine flu
(i still like the word even though the name has been changed by WHO)
4. consult your doctor early if in doubt (please don't look for a surgeon for this)

my dog

oh gosh.. she is so big..

i saw her at my gate.. huge and fury

long time not see her, been leaving home for some time..
still remember her, that time she is just a puppy, with size of a kitten..
haha...
but now, see... she is so huge, even bigger and heavier than my little sister..
and, she is over weight + dirty..
like a stray dog..

aneasthesiology

is kind of fun posting..
seeing patient coming into operating theater, filled with scare and anxiety
then i am telling him: i am going to put u into sleep
and when u wake up, everything was done, and u will get well
of course i will also will scare him with various possible bad outcome..
hmmm sound nice... but .... but...

few things are killing me...

1st: so many drugs need to memorize, including dilution, dosage, effect, side effects, when to give, indication and contra indication... aiks... pengsan...

2nd: the human physiology... had already returned to my teacher, (see, if i not return it, how could he give to other students..)

3rd: i don't know already lah.. too tired..